Passing thoughts...
09/08/2026
I truly love the water and the beach. I also thought I had a low bar for food... nah. I just live near and eat yummy food.
08/26/2026
Rest in Peace Dolly. I am so grateful to have lived in a world with you in it.
i think im having symptoms of my depression again. Loss of appetite, dissociate, lack of motivation, fronting happiness, reading those reincarnated webtoons...
These past 2 weeks has had a lot of bad things happened to the people i care about.
08/25/2026
They brought in pastries for my birthday. It felt really nice being told happy birthday by so many people. Really appreciated it. My actual birthday was kinda rough but this made me feel a bit better.
08/20/2026
- Hell has frozen over.
- Im running away from the harder stuff but working on stuff here
- This blog has such a weird theme going on. It's retro game (from default theme) but with some naturey themes (color palettes and Xiao Hei)... should i try to figure out a better story with my theme?
08/19/2026
Feeling kind down lately. I got some insight on some struggles the people around me have been facing for a while without really much mention. I also got a promotion! I feel like i crack under pressure but i need to stop telling myself that... at work i don't think it seems like i am but at home i kinda collapse. I can feel the symptoms of sadness coming back. At end of day, I know I have such a lucky life though.
08/11/2026
people who say "hey, do me a favor..." instead of "hey, could you do me a favor..." piss me off. Instead of asking for a favor or request, it comes off as a direction and an assumption that you will/have to do this favor now.
08/10/2026
its august and so few stores are selling swim suits... what??? and a lot of the ones that are being sold are two 4x6inch pieces of fabric strung together for 50 bucks :0 whaaa??
why are the nips caged? like ik lotta ppl have wrang the bell but free the nips no longer feels like a thing anymore or its not as common?
07/21/2026
pungent food is actually so yummy. love raw garlic WITH stuff. by itself is too spicy
also crazy how trends reappear so often
07/28/2025
I'm so glad it takes me forever to donate clothes. I've fallen back in love with this skirt and these shoes feel more comfortable now!
07/28/2025
Cheerios are so yummy. I wish I had milk. I love soggy cereal
07/27/2025
I want to have a profession photo shoot with my cat. On my bucket list now
I love seeing other people's blog because it really inspires me on how much i can do.
I've been vibing with the phrase c'est la vie a lot
07/25/2026
I feel like I stopped drawing partially because drawing digitally lost some of the joy of water colors. I wanna draw again. Maybe sketch online and color with water colors or gauche?
07/23/2026
Expectancy Effect
The effect of one person’s expectation about the behavior of another person on the actual behavior of that other person (interpersonal expectancy effect), or the effect of a person’s expectation about their own behavior on that person’s actual subsequent behavior (intrapersonal expectancy effect).
Citation: American Psychological Association. (n.d.). Expectancy effect. In APA dictionary of psychology. Retrieved July 23, 2026, from https://dictionary.apa.org/expectancy-effect
I made a mango mousse cake on Monday. It was bad. Baking really is a humbling experience. It was my 3rd time making this cake and the previous two times went okay. I thought okay, I'm pretty confident in making this again! No. I changed the recipe by halving it (which idt should do much) but I wanted more mousse. Because I had to remake the mousse (first time i was really distracted so it j turned out lumpy but still held its shape), i was in a rush and really didn't measure out the mousse ingredients, except the gelatin. But def not enough gelatin. Sigh. Anyways, no matter how confident I am in a recipe, I'm not gonna stray away (unless it's sugar amount) again.
I need to credit the code i'm getting from people
07/21/2026
Started playing Palworld over the weekend. It's so great and fun but I feel like maybe the dev team was a lot of guys? Like why are there so many inherently feminine pals. And the non-feminine pals are pretty gender neutral/ ACTUALLY ANIMAL LIKE. Sigh